Date : Friday, May 08, 2009
Time : 10:37:00 pm
Title : blinded

There comes a time in your life when you realize who will always matter, who does matter, and who never did. So don’t worry about people from your past; there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future.

Why does one minor thing lead to more and more things? Should I have heeded her advice from the start? Why must you turn your back on me for a friend? I thought you could be trusted and understanding enough to judge. Instead, I got told on. All my effort, genuinity, intentions,
Lol, I'm so dumb and toot. HOW FUNNY I AM.
Probably, my words ain't true and I just spectaculate anyhow. I know.
But,
You don't bother listening to me and choose to take her side.
Can't I say my true feelings w/o being sabotaged? Well, best friend help best friend. Thats not surprising..
This only goes to show one thing, that, I don't bear weight to you anymore.
or RATHER, others mean more to you.
Me, ur ex-best friend is crap to you. & all the bond is just.... nonexistence.

I thought there was hope, but no.... Everything's gone. Lol, why am I so naive. Why did I took so long to see things?

You think I'm not affected by this? I assure you that no one is more affected than me. I think I always get innocently wronged... and one misunderstanding leads to another.
All my fault? Is this karma? Because, the things I do all had reverse effects and comes smacking back into my face from trusted friends.

Those words like 'good friends', 'friends for life', what a BIG joke! All nonsense.