Date : Monday, May 16, 2011
Time : 12:12:00 am
Title : If there is one thing I've learned

Don't think your significant other won't hide things from you and do wrong things behind you. They may do, just that you have not found out. If you found out any of such things one day, let me know, I would like to see what happens. Hahaha.

Date : Friday, May 13, 2011
Time : 12:49:00 am
Title : HERBAL TEA!

I get badly scorched by the weather each time a Singapore heat wave comes causing the unbearably hot weather. I get physically affected by hot weather easily. Due to the past few days, my body, internal and external got warmed up quite badly. My body feels parch, screams out for herbal tea and I can feel cool yet warm in my body. *symptoms of falling ill*. Fatigue may play a part in my body's temperature imbalance. Yesterday night after my cleansing bath, I settled down to rest mode and realized my face was apparently, lobster burnt red when my other body parts are still alright. Huh.. seriously, I looked like I got over-roasted in a sauna or a really hot onsen. So I put moisturizer on my face and the redness was soothed. Could it be due to me using hot water on my face or the weather or the imbalances in my body? I blasted my air con and fan, basked in the coolness and slept cozily and slept till I was fine the next morning. Haha. Now I still feel heat-ish. *chill*

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I have thoughts on relationships and I thought blogspot is a good outlet to do random sharing I would gladly share to the world without qualms. Hey, must relationship be only BGR? Relationship meaning any form of social bond/ties between two parties of more. Kinship is also relationship. Yeah so I mean relationships of all kinds. Caution: wordy, long post ahead. One month never blog already you know, now I got rid of my writer's block. (:

#1 Breakup with stead = cry cry cry like no more kin.
#2 Which affect/doesn't affect others relationships
#3 How people can change so fast
#4 Let me think of a point!!!

Lolol let me say this again. I'm not just talking about BGRs. Friendships and any form of social contact or kin ties between people also considered relationship right.

#1 Ladies (and gentlemen), listen well. A breakup isn't the end of the world. Period. Its good to cry it all out but not to the extent you realise your true friends (okay, good you know you have been neglecting them), then turn to them, confide with them, then treat them like shit as no matter how much they console you you are still stuck in the same post-break up bitter mood. Then don't let people console you, go one corner. Everyone tried so hard to console you but you still emotional and want attention and assurance. ): Its your personal rights to rant, emo and outburst over the internet, nobody said it is wrong, but don't be too overly attention craving. Having an attention seeker nature is not a reason to do so. Move on!

Have some pride. Only then people will respect you when you respect yourself. (: Remember, when the time comes, it will come, and love will come knocking on your door.

Eh.... & don't ask me about love, because I wish I knew the answer too.

Okay now who believes that you have one lifetime and in one lifetime you will only have one true love?

That was a digression. Now to #2
Nope, I have no hard feelings towards any beings in what I said in #1. Its good if you're on the road to recovery, and is feeling & behaving more normal now. Hehe. Having said that, what bad things that happens between two parties or more doesn't affect my views towards anyone. What about you? One person's perception isn't another person's, yup yup? You mean if you hate someone you have to influence your loved ones to share the same hate as you, is it? Nah.

Unless your views about people's personality are so damn easily swayed based on peer influence, you wouldn't start to dislike that person also. If you do, it goes to show you don't know that person well enough to have strong social bonds with them and aren't worthy for that person. Don't understand what's wrong with you. Hahaha.

There are people who go to the extremes for someone they hate. For no solid reason. They go to extreme measures to make some people cut off all contact with that hated person, like to the extent of going into their SO's Facebook to block that person. Yet, they themselves never do anything. Scared that person will snatch your dear away is it? Or your dear will turn unfaithful? LOL. From a female's perspective, its understandable if girls feel insecure easily, which leads to posessiveness, fine, that's normal, but being too overboard is NOT good. It's scary. I won't go into further details, but some of the things girlfriends do are just scary and downright mean. Zzz. Perhaps its true that sort of people who do such things are the ultimate stalkers, go around profiles keeping track of people. -.-

Tip: If you unfortunately turn into an innocent victim of being condemned, accept it as it is, don't stoop to those people's level and do childish stuff like playing back the deleting game on Facebook to get back at them. Those people's actions just proves that you pose a threat to them, and that you are of a higher level than them. (: What threat? Threat that you will ruin their happy social lives lah. And then they will lose important things cos of you. Just because their perception of you is ruined by peers. Lame. Tsktsk.

For those who, like the amiable me, (:p) is not influenced for the bad easily and has a strong mind of her own, even after surrounding pressure then kudos to you. Stay grounded and be true to those who deserve your trueheartedness. (:p

#3 This sounds random. All those that happened within a pretty short time frame, goes to show how people do change. Change is the only constant, yeah? Dedication and loyalty towards friends can change over time as well. Not saying it always happen, but certain circumstances can cause it to happen. Hmm. Short elaboration done.

If you still have friends and loved one staying true to you after so long, that's wonderful. Especially if you found out who are the true friends after a sad truth slowly unfolds before your eyes, and found out all along you were idiotically treated like **** by some people who deserve to be out of your league a long time ago.




I was having a heart to heart talk with someone I've known for many years. We may not have caught up since 2008/early 2009, but its comforting to know we could share everything under the sun, from the bottom of our hearts like we were soulmates. Each sharings impacted my thoughts bank, for the good. Me and her should have been best mates. Lol. (:

Much realisation hits me hard these days.
Now that its all released, expressed out here. I feel better.

& I took two nights to write this... One reason because blogger was down last night. Booooooo

Signing off.

P.S I know I may not sound like I make sense in some parts of the post. Do I?