Date : Monday, August 31, 2009
Time : 11:44:00 pm
Title : Checks, dots, ribbons

I'm so slow, it suddenly dawned upon me that we have not stepped into the month of September. So much for the title in my previous post! I did think we are in September. :/

Schools are on half day tomorrow, off day tomorrow because its a school holiday in-lieu of teacher's day.

Dismissed at 9plus today. The teacher's day concert was less than 1 hour. Headed to Orchard at noon time. Here comes my new stock of wardrobe harvests/kills. haha.

Implications of Retail Therapy :)
Kills: Purple & black bow aliceband (yay), plain floral dress, purple high heels..
Damages: Quite a considerable amount!





I broke my current belt today. piak-ed. Sad but I can always get another one. -.-


oh, my old friend met up with me by coincidence today too! We chanced upon each other by luck.. She was heading to where I am, so I told her to called me when she reached. Won't elaborate here. She joined us for slighly over 1 hour before we parted ways. Long story cut short!

Such fate, how nice right!

lots of photos taken today!!

Meeting CJ JC tomorrow for study.....

More updates soon. dog tired.

Date : Sunday, August 30, 2009
Time : 9:43:00 am
Title : Wake me up when September ends

I love having chats with the tortoise. The Tortoise just makes my day! :D
She's a great source/channel for vocal entertainment and crapping.
We were discussing about the issue on friendships earlier this week.


When you meet new people, there are some whom you can click with on the spot, there are some whom you just couldn't click no matter how hard you attempt... Remember the girl you first met in your OG whom you can get along with instanteneously? Remember an ex-classmate whom it seems that there's no topics between the two of you?

You can get along well with one but have personality clash with another person.

What really makes two people get along? Or rather, what makes people click?
Chemistry? Connection? Fate? Luck?
I tried to ponder but couldn't get an answer.
SOMEONE ANSWER ME?

Sometimes its not easy to find someone whom you can really speak to and feel comfortable with (true friends?).

Just a food for thought.





A long holiday is up ahead!
Mug!

Photos from yesterday shall be up on the internet soon at tortoise speed!!!

Date : Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Time : 7:54:00 pm
Title : Hurt once again and again

After that moment, I felt so horrible.
I felt crashed, again.
My heart almost suffered from what happened.
I know the things I do are sometimes unbelievable..
At this rate I'm going to scare away the people I like and love. Or am I already scaring them?

How can I be so fickle, I want to know. I tried to question myself and I'm actually puzzled.



Ninety miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I Need an answer..

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...

Date : Monday, August 24, 2009
Time : 8:16:00 pm
Title : For the 100th time,

Sometimes my mind is so twirled up that I don't even know myself, I don't even know my thoughts and what I really want. I have contradicitng emotions till I'm not even sure how I really feel....



I need to find myself back, explore my options and redefine my goals in life. Time to seek out my own space.



I believe in chasing dreams. :D

Date :
Time : 8:00:00 pm
Title : Nobody but you

When you want to write a card to someone, be sure that the content is something that people would feel happy to read even 10, 20 years down the road. It won't be nice if you write about the negative things and when people read it few years later they'll be reminded of the ugly things, which I rather not think about.

Date : Monday, August 17, 2009
Time : 8:45:00 pm
Title : I passed BTT

The JC 2 Preliminary Exams started today. Seeing them enter the examination hall, doing Prelims, I feel like residue from the 2008 batch that got spilled over to 2009's. The filtrate has already got through the funnel, so only the residue is left. This analogy sounds so negative.... I believe you people will do well, and I will work hard too.

I still feel a tinge of stirred emotions. I don't deny that I don't wish to be left behind.. (...)




The scary and unpredictable thing about keeping the boat afloat is that you don't even know how long will the passengers go on... if the boat capsizes or breaks, who are the survivors? What about those who can't make it? The remaining ones in the boat would have a greater burden.

Date : Sunday, August 16, 2009
Time : 8:04:00 pm
Title : I have sudden cravings for Old Chang Kee's curry puffs.

To those taking the exams, you people have been busy mugging, doubt no one take time to read my blog, right? Nevertheless best wishes for the exams! Its a stressful period towards the end of the year, I can't wait for the clock to tick by... Ever since month, all the term tests and assignments just come right into your face one after another. Not forgetting the actual A Level SPA exam coming up in week 9. Its not an enjoyable life, but must get it through. Every task has an unpleasant side, but lets just look forward to the end results.

Today I've already started strategising on my main priority...... & my post-exam activities. Thumbs up for the former and hehehehe for the latter. *giggles*

Date : Friday, August 14, 2009
Time : 10:55:00 pm
Title : Moments of solitude..

Recently, I came to realise that Promotional Exams are around the corner. I need to buck up. Everyone is so busy trying to keep themselves afloat in the JC ocean. The Year 2's will be having their Prelims this coming Monday, seeing how hard everyone has been working, the fact that I could have been in JC2 this year dawned upon me once again. The many 'if only' in my mind continues to stay there at the back of my head and these 'if only's emerge once in awhile. The JC2s are on full blast in study mode now, they've got 2 rounds of Prelims exams. Seeing the muggers around the school made me felt some awakening emotions.

Many a time I wish I got promoted to JC2 sound and safely last year. Now I'm one year behind my peers who I've known from my original batch. After this year, people of my age would have graduated, some would be busy defending the country, some working and some preparing for the University term. I would be 'left behind' in terms of academic level, as so to speak. I now recognise how much I miss them and will miss them. 'We seldom think of what we have, but always think of what we miss' indeed holds true. Not that I entirely dread my current position, but I always do think of the possibilities and paths that would be open to my life if I'm taking my A Levels this year. Talk about pining across the time lane... Nostalgia.. Suddenly I see my future self, one year from now battling with the 'A' war, while my friends would have moved on to somewhere else in life.

I consciously notice I still keep in touch with some JC2 friends on a certain basis.. Sometimes they look for me or we just stop and quick chat if we chance upon each other. I visualise that there are many avenues for friendships to grown, if not for time and lifestyle constraints, plus our different routines. Does absence really make the heart grow fonder? I agree much..

Exams are a crucial point in JC, we know our priorities.... it seems that everyone has less time to socialise and foster bonds. When the time comes, it may just be too late because people move on.

Some may think its alright to spend an extra year in JC. I used to think of it that way too, however in the long run I see both sides of the spectrum. It seems to me that the (retaining) downsides weigh more than the advantages. I won't elaborate on this... but I do wish I studied harder last year and didn't have to spend another year.... If I have a good grounding in academic last year I would be graduating in the same year as my peers already. I don't know how others feel, different people have different feelings, but ask someone who is spending an extra year in JC, I believe they do harbour some little thoughts inside them too. I, foresee my JC2 life! Suck. Let me clear year 2009 first before strategising for the many other aspects in life. The route just gets tougher as we grow older.

Everyone sees how you seem, however only some know who you are. In life, we make people happy, we also make people unhappy.. there will always be people who fail to see eye to eye with us, or the other way round. That's expected, because we can't please every person that cross our lives... If we could please every single person, there would be so much contradictions and we would have to go to many troubles... Just be yourself, possess your own character. I mean, person A can think/say this about me, person B can think/say that about me, but only I myself know myself best and what I do. I know I live for myself, I am me and I'm definitely not born to please everyone (who can?). Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison.

I will ignore those haters because I won't stoop low to their level... it shows I'm levels higher than them and I've got character!

You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..



I can't stop myself from thinking gloomily, but I can make negative things into positive things if I think optimistically.

Anyway, both happy and gloomy things have their own implications. Gloomy things can worsen, stay the same or improve, happy things can become better, or just vanish in a blink of time... you'll never know when they will just fade and vanish. I will grab hold of every moment starting from now.


I need to consider exploring my options again, redefine my goals and discover my true inner emotions. Can't let my head dictate me always. Screw the Sub passes, many unproductive + unmeaningful weekends went by, I should make my plans really work! Damn the sinful activities...

The faint horror: 'TGIF' is not applicable on all Fridays.

The good news... we have a weekend to look forward to, minus the tutorials to complete and revision to be done! Oh well at least theres a break from school. This is called 'looking on the bright side'.

Date : Sunday, August 09, 2009
Time : 5:44:00 pm
Title : The J-ness

National Day 2009 is a nonsense day! Haha my 4th post for today already! I have got too much crap to share! Gigglebox friend is beside now! Shall upload photos soon!
:D

It has been a month since I've turned 18!

Date :
Time : 3:25:00 am
Title : fun overdue

okay look at the freaking time now. I shall go sleep.
Thanks to you friends, I'm still here.

Date :
Time : 2:05:00 am
Title : Patriotism

Date :
Time : 1:40:00 am
Title : The Wall of Nonsense

It (the nonsenses) has been going on for a very long time.




HZ says: I'm Little Miss Giggles!
Jo: I'm Little Miss Chatterbox!
HZ: Together we are Gigglebox! The Gigglebox pair!

eh, you're so funny lah!




After Thanksgiving yesterday, thanksgiving concert-aftermath photos sprouted out on Facebook and the tagging continues.. I love those photos!

chengtng suddenly went on a mass photo uploading spree (like finally)... & the real nonsense started between jo and me (you cant expect peace with us together)..

My notifications and email were so flooded ever since the tagging game started hahahaha..

There's proof on Facebook that we have created nonsense and when tng checks his FB and email later his mail will be flooded an at least 50 notifications will be waiting for him, haha. I was so distracted on FB that I couldn't multitask properly and can't even focus on one task..

I will spare you the proof. :D

Went profile hopping on FB and stumbled upon this;

SGS 4E4 Class of 2008!

The good ol' days of Secondary School!

Date : Friday, August 07, 2009
Time : 11:59:00 pm
Title : No-Uniform Day

Singapore's National Day falls on this sunday 9 Aug, No formal lessons today, only Thanksgiving Concert. SRJC's Thanksgiving Concert is a tradition that started in 2007, where teachers would put up a concert for all students to thank them for their fundraising efforts. Teachers perform, students are the audience!

Firstly I reported at 3 PM for band. The Band had to play for the March Past ceremony and the National Anthem. After the Parade ceremony, is the concert itself. We went back to pack up and then when were dismissed to go to attend the concert in the hall. Went to get dressed for the concert with some of the girls from band, and we can really camwhore yo!
Concert was a blast, many were high on ecstacy, screaming their lungs away. Towards the end we sang th songs like 'peng you (friends)' and 'If we hold on together'. Many people linked arms as they sung the song. Everyone sang the College Anthem with pride too. Its a rare opportunity that everyone would come together to sing the College Anthem, or recite the pledge. Of cos, how can a school pre-national day celebration last w/o being patriotic by singing National Day songs? So we sung songs like 'We are Singapore'. Thats the college spirit!
I know I look different with makeup. Haha.

Sometimes, I just camwhore too much. :P


getting tired now..

Date :
Time : 10:54:00 am
Title : ninja war!!

If only we could learning driving together, then we could supoport each other. If only you could help me out in th future, because I can't even drive in arcades and go-karts!

Wait till I'm older then I'd take practical driving lessons. Next time you can take a lift from me if you dare. I DARE YOU! haha. Well, I've already grown up. Hehe. Wait till I earn my own income!

hai cannot make it means cannot make it. =X

Date : Monday, August 03, 2009
Time : 9:25:00 pm
Title : Everyone's too tired, for now.

Date : Saturday, August 01, 2009
Time : 7:10:00 pm
Title : will

-Pain will go away, but pride lasts forever.


The aches are worth it because you've achieved 10 KM!
the sense of achievement...