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Title : I've checked...and it is still there.
The part that made me contented, made me teared too.
When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But many at times, we are so blinded by the closed door that we did not even realise there's another door that has been opened for us.
Why why why, must we be so clinged to the closed door and didn't even realise the opportunities presented right in front of our eyes?
Thats a lot of time wasted.
Sometimes, all it takes is for you to open your eyes widely and look around, and you will actually realise you have many great things in life..
But more than often, we are so occupied in the past...
I didn't know what life could bring me. But now I see, honestly.. I came to the sense.
Sometimes we don't realise what it means until its too late.
The heaviest thing I could ever carry is a grudge.
I would said the feeling is fading, a lot. Because sometimes, people just get so numbed to the pain after some time that they think they have forgotten about the painful part.
Though I would say that time has made the feelings for you disappear gradually,
the reason why I said that was because I don't see you
Deep in my heart, I clearly know the truth
I fully understand and know that if we meet again, the river of feelings will just flow back
those residual emotions, once there, will always be there.
Subconsciously and consciously, I do am aware of whats going on in the heart and brain.
Sometimes logic and sentiments clashes..
Its time for the heart and brain to understand each other, work with each other
Thinking about it, certain logic & reasoning, accompanied with sentiments, do make sense.
Sharings do make even more sense.
Think about the actions, the consequences. Hah.
How the cookie crumbles, let it be, let it off
Who knows, things are really predestinied in a way that, its a blessing in disguise
you'll never know the great surprises life can bring.
I feel optimistic yet a bit emo, a bit emo but still logical, still logical yet sentimental, sentimental yet quite irrational, and irrational yet optimistic. (...)
I know I've let you down,
I gave you too much pressure,
I did undesirable things,
I caused a mild nightmare,
Indeed I'm with a certain amount of remorse, but (....................)
funny funny
Its funny how things changes within just a mere few years..
So much for all the experiences that life gives.
In the end, we know it is worth it.
so many thoughts flooded my mind gate
its those challenges and obstacles that make us grow and move on ain't it?
Cause I've loved and lost the way you went off
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