Date : Tuesday, November 02, 2010
Time : 9:19:00 pm
Title : Apprehension and precarious situation.

Studying at home used to be the best choice of a study place for me. Not anymore. Reasons 1) There's the bed and temptation to the internet. Studying in college is a more appropriate place.. 2) I get tired more easily at home probably cause of the bed. In college I won't feel that tired as much as at home. 3) If I get bored from studying I'll do other things such as walking around for awhile or reading non-academic materials. There's a much more vast and roomy space in college to walk around and to actually see people. Also I can have one whole table to myself. 4) If I have consultations, I'd rather stay in school the whole day.

A levels started, but mine is 6 days more (not very much time). My tutor had A Level invigilation for French paper which ends at 4.45 pm, he rushed back at about 5.30 pm and consultation lasted till 6.45 pm. I actually left school at around 7 pm! Record breaker in a long long time. :)

Meeting up with my friend from JCPBF'09 for study session today made me realised it has been some time since I had company for meals and studying (other than at home) plus I don't even remember when I had someone with me for meals and studying. Meals are usually take away so I can sit somewhere peaceful to eat. I study alone.. Not that one can always find studying friends. Some others like to study alone as well and be independent.

A friend just told me "its a bonus to have accompany, but its also okay to sit alone and enjoy your food." Still I can't help but feeling the solidarity sometimes. *weepy*Its okay.. I like to be a nerd and be different. I will have the rest of my life to make friends with all the opportunities in the world, but the opportunity to study hard and get good grades is only once.